Friday, October 7, 2011

Here and now

The truth is,
I'm still in pain.

Ade tak orang yg boleh tolong niea heal this pain or somehow make it go away?
I'm not enjoying this, seriously.

I feel empty,
someone need to fill this life with awesomeness.

Well, i know my mum is still trying.
My sisters are super busy.
My brothers, dudes...they don't care lah!

The truth is,
I missed being loved
and to love someone.

I missed feeling numb when I fall in love.
I missed feeling shy when meeting that someone --> sampai saket perut!
I missed making someone happy.
I wanna love again.

The truth is,
I care okay.
A lot!

Does anyone care?
Please do.
(lmao)

Takpe lah.

The truth is,
Niea okay je :)
no problems!

I'm healing
I'll get better in time.
Just needs distraction to get things off my mind
Things will turn out right sooner or later.

i believe

p/s: Where are you future bf? ;p